Hello Darkness my old friend...

Posted by Oklahoma kons on Thursday, February 19, 2009 11:27:23 AM

I don't speak to my friends enough. I don't speak to my family enough. My coworkers say I don't speak to them enough. With as many people feening for the Alex, you'd think I'd be Mr. Popular Happy Fun Guy. Anyway, It is 4:30 in the morning. I am sitting here playing Playstation, writing a livejournal.. and having the most in depth conversation I've had with anyone in a long time. I don't have conversations any more. I'm not sure anyone does. Too much hustle and bustle. I feel like noone knows me. This girl that roleplays on Cserve funonline forum was in the chat thingy when I decided to log in (which I haven't done in months). She's a young'un that has a creative mind and a talent to her. I said hey, blah blah.. she said blah blah back. Read about her boyfriend and things that are going on in a typical Chicago teenagers life.. and It is the most in depth analysis of anyone's life I've had in a while. I need to quit my jobs and find a real job and make money. But alas.. none exist for me. I miss having conversations.